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My father
was murdered on January 26, 2004. Even before his death, I
was continually seeing the numbers 111 or 1111 on the clock,
television, license plates, etc. Not until after my father
had passed did I realize what I was seeing. I also happen
to see the clock when it says 2:22 or 3:33. So I really didn't
think anything of it
About
three weeks after my father passed, I told my mother about
the 1's I was constantly seeing. She gasped and said she had
been seeing them also for a week or so. Today is May 1st,
and both my mother and I still see 1's every day. I thought
it was only me, but by mistakenly coming to this website,
I know I'm not delusional. Seeing that someone said it is
God's Symbol makes me smile and shows me that my daddy is
watching over us. Thank you so much for this website. Keep
up the good work!
Growing
up, I had a very loving and happy childhood. My dad was always
spending time with us when he could. I would always go to
him first before my mother. As I got older, he taught me about
things that happen in life and how to embrace them. He told
me that no matter what happened in life, he would support
my decisions.
For the
past two years he had been working overseas where he had found
a steady job. He was gone for long periods at a time, so when
he came home on break I'd spend as much time with him as I
could. Between taking care of my own children and running
my household, it was hard to spend enough time with him.
The last
time I saw my father was on Christmas Day, 2003. We exchanged
gifts and visited and went on about our day. He left to go
back to work on January 2, 2004. Sadly, on January 26th burglars
broke into his living quarters overseas, robbed and killed
him. We never got to say our final goodbye's. Since the minute
we found out he had been killed, I've been by my mother's
side. Being strong for her, I barely cried in front of her,
taking care of matters that needed to be done. I didn't grieve
much in front of her the way I really wanted to, trying to
be her solid support.
Jokingly,
two years ago I told my father about someone I wanted to marry
in the next five years. About two weeks ago, I had a dream
about my father. He was at his present age (48). In the dream
were my mother, father, and the man I told my father I would
marry. The dream wasn't much more than chit chatting and laughing,
although I cannot recall what we were talking about. At the
end of the dream, my father put his arm around me and said
"Aly, I love you." I replied, "I love you too, Daddy."
After
that, I woke up with tears running down my face, but with
a smile. I could swear to you that it was actually him telling
me this, because I heard it clear as day in his voice. Yet,
when he spoke to me in the dream his mouth did not move. I
could actually feel his embrace around me. It felt so wonderful,
more than words can describe.
The day
after my father passed away, I told my mother that if I could
have one more thing from him, it would be a hug. I really
think he heard my prayer about a hug and gave me what I needed.
Allyson
AlyLovmesome@aol.com
Posted
May 3, 2004
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