passed in 1995, having fully arranged all the final details.
She made sure I was out of the way and did not tell me that
she would be passing that weekend. As it turned out, my daughter
was with her, though I was not.
shared many deep spiritual adventures and searches together
through life, and she was very gifted in prayer and spirit.
Shortly after she died, I had a vivid, lucid dream: she showed
herself to me in full colour, just head and shoulders, smiling,
and I knew she had arrived safely.
after that, I was wakened one night to feel a steady, almost
audible vibration over my whole body. I lay and experienced
it quietly. Reaching out my hand, I touched the mattress and
found that it too was vibrating. I knew it was my mum. It
would be typical of her to come back to share a healing love
after her passing, knowing how shocked and upset I was.
following months, I had exactly the same experience many times,
and each time I would place my hand on the mattress to feel
if it was vibrating as well, and it always was. The same thing
happened to my daughter when she came to stay. She said to
me in the morning, "There wasn't an earthquake in the night,
was there!?" She told me what had happened and it was just
as I had been experiencing. She said, "It was quite something,
but I said to myself, 'Oh, it's ok; it's just Gangy' [her
pet name for my mum] so I turned over and went back to sleep."
a physical experience which came many times. It proved to
me that healing can come from the other world from those we
love, and that the link remains between the dimensions.
April 29, 2004