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Jan. 2, 2004 I was at my mothers bedside in the hospital. She
told me she was afraid to fall asleep. I asked her if she was
seeing anyone yet and she said "No." I told her, "Well, then
it's not your time." She said to me, "I'm worried about you."
I told her that I would be fine, that if God came for her she
should go as she had suffered enough. I kissed her goodbye and
said I'd return in the morning and that I loved her. She said
she loved me too!
Two days
later, I dreamt a child came for me. I told her I didn't want
to go as I didn't know her. She was dressed in a white christening
outfit. She took me through the dark into the light. I was
taken through a row of people who were standing facing each
other. I knew they were family. At the end of the row stood
my mom. She was no longer in her wheel chair and she looked
young as she did before she became ill six years ago. She
pulled back the hood of the cape I had on.
Tears
ran down my face as I said I was sorry for not being there
when she passed. She smiled and said, "I know, I'm OK." Her
mouth didn't speak but I heard her! She then said, "Now go
in peace and forgiveness!"
I awoke
completely free of inner pain and felt at peace. I knew she
was really OK. I then realized I did know that happy child
who took me into the light. It was my baby girl whom I had
lost sixteen years ago at birth. She was just twenty-two weeks
of gestation. She was buried in a white christening gown the
day after Christmas.
Until
now I didn't know that what I've been experiencing in my sleep
are OBEs. I've had numerous ones. I've had people tell me
I've been places at night helping others, places I've never
been, but they say they've seen me. I always thought they
mistook me for someone else. I have experienced the feeling
of not being able to move any part of my body upon wakening.
[Sleep paralysis] I have seen things happen in the world before
they actually occur. It is scary.
For instance,
the day before Princess Diana died I dreamt I was in line
directly behind her at the desk (just past the garden and
gates). She was let through but I was told I had to return.
I remember being asked, "What have you done to help others?"
as I slowly went backwards. At a certain point I thought of
my children and I felt much grief because I knew how they
would miss me. As I lay on my bed I couldn't move for sometime.
It was as if my body was stunned. Can you imagine my shock
the next day when I learned that Princess Diana had been in
a car accident and had died!
I know
only that I must continue to help others when and where I
can. How can one possibly see things before they happen? I
now know I am no different from anyone else. We all have the
ability. It's just a matter of being receptive to it. I also
know that there is something called an archive where I had
the privilege of opening my own book of lessons. I do not
recall what was in it but I do know it exists for each of
us. I don't fear death anymore because I know we all continue
onward even after our life here in this world is done.
I hope
this helps anyone who questions the process. When you see
a stranger walk by you, embrace them with a smile for we are
all connected in a glorious way. God Bless!
Mercurygirl62@aol.com
Posted
Jan. 2004
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