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One
night, I got off the train and was walking to my rented
accommodation late at night. It was cold, and I was
feeling very despondent, worried about my future job
prospects. As I walked home, I phoned my brother and
told him I was fed up with believing in God, life after
death, and anything related, since none of it was relevant
to my life. I went to bed with these thoughts and feelings.
During the night I had a dream in which I was at a formal
meeting with scientists or philosophers wearing suits
in 1920's or 1930's style. There was a long conversation
during which someone asked me if I believed dreams could
predict the future. I said yes, but no one in the group
seemed to believe me. So I had to shout, "Yes,
I do! Yes, I do!"
Then
someone asked me who my favourite composer was. I said
"Elgar." I don't know why I said that. I like
him, but I listen to him very rarely, and if someone
had asked me in my waking life, I would have suggested
something a little more contemporary. This time they
seemed to misunderstand me, and one of them repeated,
"Agar...Agar?" so again I found myself shouting
in my dream, "No, Elgar! Elgar! Elgar!" This
act of shouting woke me up...and I had to fall back
asleep again. Having been woken by my emotional outburst,
the memory of the dream was very vivid to me.
The following morning I woke up and reached over to
the radio to switch off the alarm. But I knocked the
radio to the floor by accident, and the fall must have
hit the on-switch. The radio, which switched itself
on, immediately began to play music by Elgar. I was
amazed! I got dressed and ready for work, and still
Elgar's music was playing.
I
later checked the radio programmes for that day in a
newspaper. At the time I had woken up, a special programme
(lasting about 2 hours) on Radio 4, devoted solely to
the music of Elgar, had just started. At that time in
my life I almost never listened to the radio.
Michael
Thurston
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