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Recently,
I had a mental shift in which I visualized my intuition expanding
to fill up my entire body, instead of being figuratively stuffed
into a corner. After that, I was able to easily understand
exactly what my intuition was telling me. It just hit me -
my intuition is not 43 years old. That is only the age of
the body it resides in. That blew my mind, but it makes perfect
sense. And I kicked myself for not giving it an honorable
position for all these years.
When I
get a feeling from someone, I call it "getting a vibe." The
vibrations come in pulses, not a steady stream. It's like
the circular rings that spread out when you drop a small stone
into the water. I can actually feel the vibrations passing
through my body.
When I
was around nine or ten years old, I was at day care and all
of us kids were outside on the playground. I wanted to go
over to the sand box on the opposite side of the yard, but
I saw a small boy climb on top of a 55-gallon barrel which
was turned on its side. I knew for certain that if I walked
past that little boy to get to the sand box, he would fall
off of the barrel and I was worried I would be blamed for
it. So I waited at least ten minutes, reasoning to myself
that if he fell off the drum, it would be safe for me to cross
the yard to the sand box. But he never fell off, and I thought
maybe I was wrong about the whole thing. I got tired of waiting
and finally crossed the yard. On my way back from the sand
box I was very careful to stay at least ten feet away from
the barrel so I would not be to blame if he fell. At the precise
moment I was passing the barrel, the little boy fell off and
started crying. I looked at him in shock, then looked over
at the day care director, who angrily said, "Well, pick him
up!"
When my
youngest daughter, Holly, was three-and-a-half years old (and
I was eight months pregnant with my son), I wanted to start
cooking lunch but she and her sisters were begging to go outside
to play. The older girls, who were ten and nine, promised
they would stay close to Holly on the street as they rode
their bicycles and she rode her tricycle. Fifteen minutes
later I was frying hamburgers when I got a very clear picture
in my mind: Holly was on her tricycle in front of the house,
her sisters were nowhere near her, and a car was coming down
the street. Holly had her back to the car, so she did not
see it coming. The picture was so real that I literally threw
my spatula down and ran outside. Everything was exactly as
I'd seen it in my mind's eye. I ran as fast as possible, and
snatched my daughter, trike and all, out of the street. Fortunately,
the car slowed down when the driver saw a frantic pregnant
woman waddle-running across the yard!
I signed
up for a "Critical Situation Tactics" seminar at my karate
school, with the emphasis on martial arts weapons use and
disarming. We spent the first two hours of the seminar learning
how to use Escrima sticks. (Escrima is a Filipino fighting
art). What happened next was amazing. When I had the stick
in my hand, I felt as though I was SUPPOSED to do this, it
actually felt like I had done it before. It was so easy, I
dropped right into the rhythm of the Escrima drills. Afterward,
several of my classmates asked why I had caught on so easily.
I had no answer other than, "It just felt...right."
Glenda
Williams
Posted 9-13-06
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