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To tell
my pre-birth experience from the beginning, I have to begin
with my death. I was lying on a bed in a bluish room with
my husband next to me. Every breath I took was sharp and painful.
I had been expecting to die long hours before, and when the
horrible sound of my gasping finally stopped, I was relieved.
Then without much thought I was moving upward.
The next
thing I was aware of was standing in a great white place.
There was a circular balcony above me and beings made of light
were clapping. It seemed strange to me, but I knew somehow
that they were applauding my now-finished life. Along with
the group above my head, there was a line of beings in front
of me, all of them made of light, which made their faces hard
to distinguish. Still, I knew that I recognized some of them.
The clapping
stopped very suddenly. One of the beings, a blue one, walked
up to me. I had so many questions - Is this heaven? Who are
those people? What happens now? He told me to wait for the
answers, and then he reached out toward my chest. I saw that
it was transparent, and there was a blackness in the lungs
where the cancer had been. It was still painful, even then.
But without much effort, he dispelled the blackness, and I
felt my whole being regain complete health.
Then he
touched the right side of my face, and suddenly I remembered
everything - that I was a light-being, so to speak, and that
my life on earth was not my real life. Rather, this place
was my home. It was overwhelmingly familiar.
I spent
the next few days wandering around heaven repeatedly exclaiming
"Oh, yeah! That's right!" It must have been annoying,
but it was difficult not to react - everywhere I went I recognized
people, places, buildings, rivers, trees. And I recognized
myself in a way I hadn't before, a way that was so complete
that looking back at it now I only recall a vague shadow of
that self-awareness.
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