a spanish women of 60 years of age, originally from
New York. I think that in a past life I was a bank robber
who was shot in the heart. I can remember at the age
of four or five having reoccurring dreams, about being
shot in the heart. Here's the dream:
could see myself as a tall thin blond headed young man
about the age of 25. I remember running down a street
with a bag full of money. Two heavy men with hats were
chasing me. I could feel myself out of breath running
fast trying to get away from them. It was a warm day;
I could see myself with a white shirt. It was in the
early afternoon. I was running into a playground with
a bag of money. There was a wall where they play handball.
I felt myself being cornered against the wall. One of
the men shot me. I could feel myself dropping. The shot
was in the chest, and the bullet penetrated into my
felt the explosion in my chest. The bullet burned every
inch of my cells, like an explosion. The blood gurgled
out of my chest. I lost my breath. I could feel my life
been awakened by the stinging in my chest. I never told
anyone, because I didn't know where the dreams came
from. My family was very poor; we didn't have a TV to
have prompted the dreams. Throughout my life I've always
felt that I was a man in another lifetime.
I was 27 years old I lived in Albuquerque. I was walking
home one afternoon when a strange feeling came over
me. I felt like I was being followed. I could hear the
voices of two men. I looked behind me. I could see two
men following me, and I felt the same fear I felt in
the dreams. As the men came closer I started walking
faster. I found myself running to a neighbor's house.
When I looked behind me again, there was no one there.
an adult I have always had this fear about going to
the bank. I'm afraid of being robbed, or of someone
running in there with a gun. I once had a stranger look
at me and say, "You used to be a man." I'm
otherwise a normal happy female.
Posted Dec. 27, 2009