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I
have had a lifetime horrific fear of spiders. Any kind
of spider. Once, I saw one on the ceiling of my bedroom
and spent the night in the living room. Another time,
I woke up a roommate to kill one that was in the bathroom.
And I was an adult when these things happened.
Many
years ago, a friend of mine asked me to go with her
to a lecture by a woman named Denise Linn. She was talking
about reincarnation and was going to do a "group
regression." Being a skeptic, I agreed to go just
to support her, but I was laughing in my mind. Denise
had a crystal bowl, and it made an incredible sound
when she moved some kind of wand along the inside rim
of the bowl.
I
have no memory of what triggered this, but suddenly,
in my mind's eye, I was a small boy in the desert. There
was a man on a camel looking down at me sternly. I was
his son. Suddenly, a big black spider crawled up my
leg and bit me, and I died.
When
I came to, everyone in the row of people in front and
in back of me was asking if I was okay.
Apparently, I had been screaming. I laughed it off.
Six
months later, I noticed that there was a spider in my
kitchen. I casually scooped it up, put it in a container,
and took it outside. Then I suddenly realized I had
been doing this for many months. I stopped dead in my
tracks and thought, "Wait, I am TERRIFIED of these
things."
The
change was dramatic. I have no explanation, though I
do think about that experience with the regression.
Could something have been resolved? I'll never know.
What I do know is, although a spider may startle me
if I don't expect to see one, I will always take it
outside.
Sherri
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John's response:
This is one of the main benefits of a past life regression.
Neuroses always have their root in some prior experience,
but when that experience took place in a former life,
the neurosis often makes no sense. Until we re-experience
the triggering event by means of a regression. In many
cases, that discovery solves the question as to the
origin of the fear. And when we have a logical explanation,
the fear may gradually diminish.
Posted Dec. 27, 2009
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